Poetry Circle, Nov. 12, 2025

Paris Cafe, 1991

by Billie Mears

 

Sitting in the famous rattan chair

at a marble table for two.

Wine glasses half full

and a tomato tart half gone.

Wearing sunglasses to soften the sun,

and a rose-colored scarf to keep out the cold,

smiling for the camera and the photographer.

I used to wonder if I'd ever visit Paris.

Now, I look at found photographs from five trips

to the City of Love,

and I am a believer.

Love can take us anywhere our hearts desire,

and photographs can time travel to the past.

Remembering this, I see his reflection emerge,

in the glass window behind the girl in the photograph,

the man she loves caressing the camera.

Her protector, the keeper of her heart.

They are climbing life's magnetic ladder together

to a future time when

this moment and others

will return,

a memory reserved.

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This poem won First Place in Write on the Sound’s Writing Conference Poetry Contest in 2017, now published in the 40th Anniversary Anthology

Old Neighborhood

by Billie Mears, 2017

 

The watery moon floated in pools of city street water,

floated down lanes where houses were lit up like

birthday candles in a darkened room.

 

I leaned against you as we walked,

my hand tucked around your elbow,

my free hand carrying the umbrella,

not needed this night since the rain had stopped.

                       

“We lived in this neighborhood how long ago?”

 I asked.

“I can’t remember how long,” you said

squeezing my hand into the side of your ribs.

 

We returned to walk familiar lanes whenever

we wanted to remember those years,

now lost in the shadows,

when our walks were the most important part

of our time together.

My hand in yours, always safe.

 

We didn’t live in any of the big houses.

We just liked them.

We liked looking at them, with their windows

of golden light, their well-manicured lawns and

winding driveways.

We lived around the corner in a small

second floor apartment.

Our wealth could not be counted in terms of

windows or gardeners.

 

“We have a history of walking,” I said.

“Yes,” you said simply, sweetly,

and we began to slow the pace of our steps.

The moon illuminated the silver in your hair.

I smiled, feeling rich

with every blessing and step.

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A Winter’s Memory

by Billie Mears

7 January 2014

for John, José, and Merlin

 

The stillness returned, just as it did before,

and yet it was different now that death

had visited me thrice in three months,

twice in three days.

I stopped and listened before entering

my silent but warm house.

Looking toward the horizon,

lit brilliantly with hope

in the last rays of sun,

I stopped not just to notice, but to truly see and be able later to say what I saw.

Grain was frozen in fields.

Pebbles were not moving in the riverbed blanketed in white,

and cold winds sang soft lullabies through high broken branches.

Above me, purple sky gave new ideas

to the day’s end,

as the birds began to slowly bed down

for the night, returning to their nests nearby,

high above me.

Tucked in for the night, as I soon

would be, too,

although sadly, sensing my losses of late.

My broken heart still cried within every

beat of life and love.

Spring will come again, I assured myself

before entering and closing the door,

and I would no longer be saddened

with the grief of winter’s bare bones

and my soul’s losses this season.