Poetry Circle, Nov. 12, 2025
Paris Cafe, 1991
by Billie Mears
Sitting in the famous rattan chair
at a marble table for two.
Wine glasses half full
and a tomato tart half gone.
Wearing sunglasses to soften the sun,
and a rose-colored scarf to keep out the cold,
smiling for the camera and the photographer.
I used to wonder if I'd ever visit Paris.
Now, I look at found photographs from five trips
to the City of Love,
and I am a believer.
Love can take us anywhere our hearts desire,
and photographs can time travel to the past.
Remembering this, I see his reflection emerge,
in the glass window behind the girl in the photograph,
the man she loves caressing the camera.
Her protector, the keeper of her heart.
They are climbing life's magnetic ladder together
to a future time when
this moment and others
will return,
a memory reserved.
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This poem won First Place in Write on the Sound’s Writing Conference Poetry Contest in 2017, now published in the 40th Anniversary Anthology
Old Neighborhood
by Billie Mears, 2017
The watery moon floated in pools of city street water,
floated down lanes where houses were lit up like
birthday candles in a darkened room.
I leaned against you as we walked,
my hand tucked around your elbow,
my free hand carrying the umbrella,
not needed this night since the rain had stopped.
“We lived in this neighborhood how long ago?”
I asked.
“I can’t remember how long,” you said
squeezing my hand into the side of your ribs.
We returned to walk familiar lanes whenever
we wanted to remember those years,
now lost in the shadows,
when our walks were the most important part
of our time together.
My hand in yours, always safe.
We didn’t live in any of the big houses.
We just liked them.
We liked looking at them, with their windows
of golden light, their well-manicured lawns and
winding driveways.
We lived around the corner in a small
second floor apartment.
Our wealth could not be counted in terms of
windows or gardeners.
“We have a history of walking,” I said.
“Yes,” you said simply, sweetly,
and we began to slow the pace of our steps.
The moon illuminated the silver in your hair.
I smiled, feeling rich
with every blessing and step.
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A Winter’s Memory
by Billie Mears
7 January 2014
for John, José, and Merlin
The stillness returned, just as it did before,
and yet it was different now that death
had visited me thrice in three months,
twice in three days.
I stopped and listened before entering
my silent but warm house.
Looking toward the horizon,
lit brilliantly with hope
in the last rays of sun,
I stopped not just to notice, but to truly see and be able later to say what I saw.
Grain was frozen in fields.
Pebbles were not moving in the riverbed blanketed in white,
and cold winds sang soft lullabies through high broken branches.
Above me, purple sky gave new ideas
to the day’s end,
as the birds began to slowly bed down
for the night, returning to their nests nearby,
high above me.
Tucked in for the night, as I soon
would be, too,
although sadly, sensing my losses of late.
My broken heart still cried within every
beat of life and love.
Spring will come again, I assured myself
before entering and closing the door,
and I would no longer be saddened
with the grief of winter’s bare bones
and my soul’s losses this season.